You wouldnt believe im a size
22!...
Funny how you have this idea about yourself based on what catches
your eye in a shop window or when you share a mirror with a size
10. People always told me nice things encouraging me not to compare
myself with others, but it wasn't until I experienced a Body Shots
photo shoot that I realized I have a 'beautiful' place in the
world just exactly as I am.
Looking at my photos today all the feelings of sadness or shame
seem so silly. I'm a star! I'm a princess- voluptuous and radiant!
From my photos you would find it hard to believe I'm a size 22!
I remember when I was given my appointment, I thought God, I'd
better lose some weight first. Then someone reminded me the camera
doesn't see 3D, so it can't tell 7 kilos either way. What I couldn't
believe when I saw the photos was because of Body Shots amazing
hairstylists, make up artists and clever poses - I looked much
much smaller than I thought I would. Snap shots never catch your
best side and for me- they always managed to catch me side on
- not a good look.
So for someone like me, having a Body Shots session seemed a waste
but I trusted them and wow, now I see a little bit of what my
husband says he sees in me, he was so proud of me. Just for that
it was worth it. Am I pleased I did it? Absolutely! It was fun-
could do it again any time. I've learned a lot of tips for make
up and hair and best of all I've got a permanent record right
here in my hands that shows the best 'me' I can be.
Feeling shy and down about not being slim and wishing and hoping
it was otherwise is a waste of precious time. Seeing myself
as great as this is just a fantastic feeling of freedom.
Viv Dormer
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